| I think our friendship is over...I knew this was going to happen. It was just a matter of time before it did. But I know it now, and Im ok with it. Wait, no Im not but I will be soon. I dont know how, but I will figure it out. I do want you to know that I do miss you, and I miss how things used to be. I miss last summer, when we were such good friends. I miss having someone to talk to about everything. I just miss all of it. I miss not having any awkwardness when we talk. Im guessing theres this awkwardness because we both know things have changed so much. Or, thats how I feel atleast. I miss just laughing and having a good time. I miss it all and it sucks. It really does. Last time you were the one that was backing off and now its me. I officially know how you feel. I really dont want this to end up like one of my other friendships. I want us to be able to be normal again. I dont want to give up and say thats never going to happen again, because I know it can. I guess it will just take some time to get to that point. Anyways, I want you to know that Im sorry for anything I did, and that I love ya, and I guess thats enough rambling for now. And, I hope that you know if this is to you, since I didnt wanna name names and make it too public. |
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| Good times last night......
*Went to work(ok thats quite obviously not part of the "good times" headline lol)
*Went to Katies
*Walked in and heard about Lisas muggers!!! And then how Matt was out trying to catch them.
*Played Mow!!! Woot woot
*Played spoons
*Decided to throw a spoon at the fan..and it whipped across the room.
*Started a trend..lol...ppl started throwin spoons at the fan too and they were like flying everywhere.
*Then Katie decides to just go ahead and throw the whole candy bowl at the fan too.
*Which then sparks an interest to see what else we can throw, and threw the 2 decks of cards at the fan too!
*Then...clean up, lost a few VEGAS cards(which are Tims...big no no!!)
*Good times...the end. |
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| So....prom is next weekend...and Im soo..scared. I mean, I was worse before, but Im still kinda freakin out. I think the main thing is that Im afraid that Im not going to know like anyone and I wont have fun. But thats stupid because I will be with Brandon and I ALWAYS have fun with him. I dunno I just hope everything goes well with my hair, nails, dress, etc....and its not like any of the bad dreams Ive been having about it where I didnt have a hair appt. or a dress or ne thing. And of course, I hope I have fun with the ppl were going with. Ok thats enough for now...lol. |
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| Ok..so super exciting news....Suzie had her baby!!(Victoria Eden) And she is sooo gorgeous!! She was 7lbs. 12 oz. and 21 in. long. Oh- and she has huge feet!! lol. It was amazing to be there to hear her first cry..Ive never been there for that before, and to see the baby right after she was born. I mean, I wasnt in the room or nething because that would be wierd, but we were standing in my moms boss's office. She is so beautiful. I just couldnt believe it. And Jimmy was making me choke up a bit...he was just standing there staring at her in awe and all he could say was,"thats my daughter". And thats all he had to say and I about lost it lol. But ne ways...theres my exciting news.. and I am so happy for them!!
Oh..and I found my prom dress! Woohoo! |
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